last night's mare

Last night, I was about to change something for me to realize the whole thing. I thought that things get better if I had to settle it. Unfortunately, I was in the long run of being the dumb from a stupid guy. I never thought that he could be that cruel maybe I just can't have him the way I wanted to be. I drunk for so long.. sleeping with empty thoughts and bleeding the pain inside. I never hurt because of he did, but I cried for myself because I've been stupid in a unreasonable way..